January 2010
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“I wanted to call you or just show up at your house or something but I knew it wouldn’t make me feel better”
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milktrees:
Forget Her, Jeff Buckley
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“you’ll come around or you won’t and you can’t help the way it is i’ve been around i know this town like the back of my hand and i know things look different from where you stand but ain’t that the same sky about our head and isn’t that the way you never get what you expect so let it go, so let it go and i think you know, i think you know i would follow...
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As My Brother Would Say...
Lay In Peace, J.D. Salinger.
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I want to lose interest and not look back.
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“‘Coz I like to be gone most of the time
And you like to be home most of the time
If I stay in one place I lose my mind
I’m a pretty impossible lady to be with”
- Kimya Dawson
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“Your emotions are hidden like fears. Where no ones gonna find them” - rcr
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we all agreed
we are all unstable.
I don't know.
I don’t know what I want out of life. I want to go to school but I don’t want to go to school. I want to go to learn and not for a degree but what use it is without a degree. Today is a day I’m overwhelmed with these thoughts. Thoughts circulating around school… life over-all. Today I hoped I was in another city, or just on the road to another city. Anywhere but here. I...
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“I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and...”
– (via mariecriedwolf)
iPhone notes
I’m looking through my iPhone notes, have so many. Thought I’d post this excerpt from something I wrote to someone indirectly. Haha.
“Friendships aren’t anything to play with. Yet you let ours fumble in your hands and tumble on the ground. The pain in my heart had ceased to exist but anew it was sparked. I want to care less like you do because caring is only hurting....
“The death that was coming had come. Between us, always”
– Jack Hirschman
give/receive.
I think I’m tired of giving and not receiving. But I do this to myself. As much as I’m tired of it, I know what it’s like to be the receiver and never give back. Although I know it, have been it, it still don’t make it right, it don’t feel right.
“I always feel like I’m struggling to become someone else. Like I’m trying to...”
– Haruki Murakami (via suzywire)
“There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone. There are some...”
– Haruki Murakami (via suzywire)
“I am learning how to be alone without being lonely, learning how to be lonely...”
– Paul Fucking Baribeau (via mariecriedwolf). N. Lived by these words in ‘07 but then I suppose it’s still the same now. Paul
“We are more different now than when we were kids, but that’s the way old friends...”
– Elise Juska (via suzywire)
elysium
No one has said what the truth should be And no one decided that I’d feel this way If you felt as I Would you betray yourself But, you can’t deny how I feel And you can’t decide for me No one should fear what they cannot see And no ones to blame it’s just hypocrisy It’s written in your eyes And how I despise myself But, you can’t deny how I feel And you...
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I get to feel like a teenager again come February 9th. Saves the day with NFG. I’m really excited. Saves the day was so good the last time I saw them. I should get on tix asap.
